How can I make you see that your depression and anxiety towards her is JUSTIFIED?! She's using you. She HAS been using you. I can't fucking tell you this for fear of losing you as a friend. Life is hard.
On the other hand, you and you alone are the reason I'm not dead right now. Yes, I would have killed myself last night. So thank you for texting me while I was lying in bed crying to myself. Crying out for help and you were the only one who listened. I love you for that.
JUST LOOK AT WHAT IS IN FRONT OF YOU. Please. I don't want to see you getting hurt. If you would just go with your instincts and leave her, you'd get it. She doesn't need you or seem to want you. She's just another cunt using you.
How can you NOT see it? Love is NOT blind. You can see it, you just refuse to. You won't believe it. Not until she royally screws you over. I'm sorry.
I'm sorry. I wish I could tell you. But I can't.
About Me
- Princess X
- I won't say my name, but you can call me X. I live in the great state of Mississippi, near the Alabama border, where there's absolutely nothing to do. I'm heavy into smoking pot and wishing I had a life. Since I lead an incredibly boring life, I create and maintain blogs. I have a MySpace and LJ, used to have a UJ, and while I maintain those first two, there are too many people that know me, and I feel like speaking out to the world instead of just hiding behind a private entry. I'm suicidal, manic depressive, mentally depressed, and have severe anxiety. My life basically sucks. Enjoy.
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