Greedy

"I'm tearing away
Pieces are falling
I can't seem to make them stay
You run away
Faster and faster
You can't seem to get away

Break

Hope there's a reason
For questions unanswered
I just don't see everything
Yes I'm inside you
Tell me how does it feel to feel like this
Just like I do

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone

Do I really want this
Sometimes I scare myself I just can't let it go
Can you believe it
Everything happens for reasons I just don't know

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone or anything but me
Damn I love me

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone
I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone

I don't care about anyone else but me
I don't care about anyone"



Sorry, got caught in the middle of listening to Drowning Pool on my radios. XD I like this song cause I am a greedy ass bitch when it all comes down to it. I have a need for certain things, so of course, I'm going to live myself the way it's worked out thus far.

I can't help but think that at least Michael would drive me to and from work. True, he'd probably just be as asshole-y as John is half the time about money, but at least then I could say that I had my own money and it was basically for me. We wouldn't be dating. He'd have no right, whatsoever, over my cash.

I basically just want to decorate a place and clean it up. It's impossible around here what with the kids throwing shit on the floor faster than even Superman could clean it up. They're little trashy monsters. I hate them, I hate their father, they all make fun of me and think it's just hilarious whenever they hit me and I cry. Fuck you, you little fuckers. All of you.


Thinking of making a nice little rest stop to the bathroom, but I'd be smoking the very last of my stems, and I've still got to find a way to get more from Michael soon, cause these children WILL drive me up the fucking wall.